NOT IN MOOD

I AM NOT IN THE MOOD,
ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME?
DID I WRONG?
WHY MUST EVERY TIME WE FIGHT LIKE THIS.
I WISH YOU ARE MY FOREVER,
BUT IT SEEM SO IMPOSSIBLE.
WHY? IS IT CAUSE OF ME? ABOUT MY ATTITUDE?
WHY?CAN SOMEONE HELP ME.
AND I AM FUCKING UP MY LIFE.

Study mood

Orh shitt, 

this is too bad. 

I can't concentrate on my study.

New Blog

A new blog.

A brand new life and a brand new me must start from a brand new place.

Since I have open a new account, 

means that I am not gonna update my old blogs any more,

that is too many unhappy memories to forget.

I just want a new start. 

I just realize that how stupid am I last time.

I did a lots of stupid dump things for you, 

but at the end I get nothing.

I cry for you, I huts myself just for a stupid you.

How much you huts me, 

and I do believe you will got it back one day.

I wish you luck.

Time gone fast, 

everything had changed.

But I am happy to changing into this.

I have been studying in the death town for almost four months,

although that is just a very very small town,

but it gave me a lots of happiness.

I get to know a gang of good friends,

they all treated me like their sister, 

and I felt that I am just like a small sister for them, 

although they always 'bully' me.

And now, I am having my first semester final exam.

I wish I can pass all the subject,

although I knew that is a impossible thing.

But, wish me luck.

I am so thankful that God have giving me him,

he is the most precious present that God had giving me.

I am so glad to have him be with me, 

and I will never let him go.

Once he is mine, forever he will be mine.

Yaa, I mean it. and

ILOVEYOUMYSWEEYHEART  ♥